Wednesday; 9:41PM.

Hello there...

As always, I'm sorry for going missing. Looks like posting one post a month is going to be thing now. I have tons of stories and thoughts I want to post here but I just don't have the time. I am at my 8th week now and I am that busy with assignments. I need time to relax! It's okay, alhamdulillah, my semester break is in a week. At least I get to rest for a while. 

I did something I would never imagine myself actually doing it. I was brave enough to approach a complete stranger and say hi and became friend. I was brave enough to actually confess to my crush, no not through internet but in person. YES! IN PERSON! Believe it or not, I actually made the first move to actually confess to a guy I've been admiring since October 2013. I still don't know if his answer a yes or no but through my perception it's a 50/50 matter. Honestly, things didn't go awkward when I confessed. We had a good two hours talk where we just sat at the stairs and talk about each other and I fell in love even more. It's a bit risky because he's from a different race/religion but I told myself, you never know if you don't try. I'm willing to take the risk and do this together if he's in. Even though I know the consequences if some problem arise. I'm changing my ways of seeing how relationship works. I don't want the high school type of relationship anymore. I want a relationship where it can get serious. InsyaAllah..

I'm getting closer to two idiots guys. We always hang out with each other in campus despite being in different courses but we get a long so well. Me being the youngest, I always get bullied or teased by them *sigh*. Whenever I have problems, I always go to them because they know what to say and they are the wisest men I know. I am glad I have them. I am also getting closer to this girl in my class. She's like the cutest thing ever! Amin.

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