Nothing pretty much happened today.
I still can't find myself going to the LRT Station by myself. That traumatize incident still scares me. I do have the days where I just forced myself. I need to get used to this because no one can help me anymore. Everything is on my own now. My brothers and sister have their own life now (work/wives) so they won't bother me anyway. The only help I get from is my dad. Actually going to the LRT by myself, I still can manage to do but walking from the LRT to go home is the problem. Since the incident happened when I was walking home. I still can remember every scene that happened that day *sigh*.
My timetable is out. That's another scary thing. I am officially a BA (Hons) Interior Architecture student now. Of course my timetable is packed, there's no relaxing well except for Friday because no classes and Thursday I have like 4 hours break so *phew*. I've decided to work hard for this. No more joking around being lazy and procrastinating my assignments. For me to get that good CGPA and to go overseas, I need to start doing a portfolio of my own and study my asses off. I just hope there won't be any distraction (boys). I mean if I start liking a guy, I'm going to try my best not to actually do something about it. I'm just going to keep it to myself for the time being, unless he comes to me first, then it's a different thing *giggles*.
I feel like I should stop using money now. Like waste it on unnecessary stuff. I love saving money but I also like using it. I remember saving up to RM600 then I used it all up *laughs*. I pretty much spend a lot of money of K-pop related, no regrets though. I am saving up for concerts if ever my favourite group will come and also saving up for my trip to Poland and Korea. I really need them.
I'm 19 years old this year, so I'm trying to be as mature as I can be. You know, being independent. I wish 2014 will be a great year!
Yours truly,
F.
I still can't find myself going to the LRT Station by myself. That traumatize incident still scares me. I do have the days where I just forced myself. I need to get used to this because no one can help me anymore. Everything is on my own now. My brothers and sister have their own life now (work/wives) so they won't bother me anyway. The only help I get from is my dad. Actually going to the LRT by myself, I still can manage to do but walking from the LRT to go home is the problem. Since the incident happened when I was walking home. I still can remember every scene that happened that day *sigh*.
My timetable is out. That's another scary thing. I am officially a BA (Hons) Interior Architecture student now. Of course my timetable is packed, there's no relaxing well except for Friday because no classes and Thursday I have like 4 hours break so *phew*. I've decided to work hard for this. No more joking around being lazy and procrastinating my assignments. For me to get that good CGPA and to go overseas, I need to start doing a portfolio of my own and study my asses off. I just hope there won't be any distraction (boys). I mean if I start liking a guy, I'm going to try my best not to actually do something about it. I'm just going to keep it to myself for the time being, unless he comes to me first, then it's a different thing *giggles*.
I feel like I should stop using money now. Like waste it on unnecessary stuff. I love saving money but I also like using it. I remember saving up to RM600 then I used it all up *laughs*. I pretty much spend a lot of money of K-pop related, no regrets though. I am saving up for concerts if ever my favourite group will come and also saving up for my trip to Poland and Korea. I really need them.
I'm 19 years old this year, so I'm trying to be as mature as I can be. You know, being independent. I wish 2014 will be a great year!
Yours truly,
F.
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