Sunday, March 9, 2014

Doubts.

I feel like this guy likes me. I don't know..... maybe he does, maybe he doesn't. But the sign is obvious. I told my mum about it, she said try to avoid him if you can because you don't want to give him false hope. She's right. I honestly don't have feelings for him. Like there wasn't any sparks. I mean yeah I had fun going out with him yesterday but it was a friendly outing you know. Even my best friend said the same thing. It was just a friendly date, like getting to know each other. But I don't think I'll have any feelings for him. I mean there a few pros and cons and one of them is him being younger than me. I mean I really don't want to lead him one, give him false hope. If he ever confesses, I'm going to tell him that I don't want any relationship right now. I'm not even lying. I don't feel like having a boyfriend in my life right now because I want to focus my life with Allah.

I am worried. Oh Allah I hope I don't hurt his feelings.

Yours truly,
F.

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