Letting go of people is never easy. I tried letting go a lot of people in my life and it took me months/years to actually let them go.
And here I am in that position again, trying to let go of someone I love dearly. I still have feelings for him but I said to myself, let's cherish the friendship more so I decided to just keep my friendship with him rather than trying to chase after him. We have known each other for a year now and it has been a great year with him. We tried to be together but I guess it didn't worked out according to him so here we are back as best friend. I gotta say that it's amazing that we came back to normal after what happened. It wasn't awkward or anything, it's like it never happened. So it's pretty amazing.
I'm not gonna chase after him anymore unless something unexpected happen then I might think otherwise.
That Singaporean has clearly let me go. I'm pretty sure he's trying to forget about ever knowing me. It showed when he unfollowed me on Instagram. I honestly think that was an immature move for him to but I understand. I wouldn't be surprised if he actually deleted my number as well. I would to if I were him because I kept pushing myself to him and I kept pushing him to like me back. So it was my fault basically. But oh well can't really do anything about it. But I'm just so upset that he wants to desperately forget me. I mean all I wanted was to become good friends with him after he told me he wasn't ready but I guess he doesn't see that. I just wanted him to talk to me again and start over by being just friends. Like really, is that so hard? But I guess it is to him. I wish him all the best. Though I will try and meet him if I ever go to Singapore because I just want to see him again.
Once in your life, you will experience trying to let go of someone you love and it's never easy, it takes time. They said.
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And here I am in that position again, trying to let go of someone I love dearly. I still have feelings for him but I said to myself, let's cherish the friendship more so I decided to just keep my friendship with him rather than trying to chase after him. We have known each other for a year now and it has been a great year with him. We tried to be together but I guess it didn't worked out according to him so here we are back as best friend. I gotta say that it's amazing that we came back to normal after what happened. It wasn't awkward or anything, it's like it never happened. So it's pretty amazing.
I'm not gonna chase after him anymore unless something unexpected happen then I might think otherwise.
That Singaporean has clearly let me go. I'm pretty sure he's trying to forget about ever knowing me. It showed when he unfollowed me on Instagram. I honestly think that was an immature move for him to but I understand. I wouldn't be surprised if he actually deleted my number as well. I would to if I were him because I kept pushing myself to him and I kept pushing him to like me back. So it was my fault basically. But oh well can't really do anything about it. But I'm just so upset that he wants to desperately forget me. I mean all I wanted was to become good friends with him after he told me he wasn't ready but I guess he doesn't see that. I just wanted him to talk to me again and start over by being just friends. Like really, is that so hard? But I guess it is to him. I wish him all the best. Though I will try and meet him if I ever go to Singapore because I just want to see him again.
Once in your life, you will experience trying to let go of someone you love and it's never easy, it takes time. They said.
F.
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