If you ask me if I believe in fate or love at first sight. Then my answer would be a yes.
Mecca and Madinah were solely for the whole reason of doing my prayers to Allah. Never thought Allah would play with my heart while I was in the holy land of Madinah. I believe that fate brought us together that Allah purposely made us bumped into each other so often that I find it ridiculous. Saw you once, didn't really paid much attention about it then saw you again at the same hotel as mine in Madinah and I just start to flip out thinking what the hell is going on here. Saw you like more than just once in a day is something I shouldn't take lightly I said to myself. For three days of staying in Madinah, you were in my presence everyday. We even went to the same shop at one point and saw each other in the midst of a thousand of crowds after Isyak prayers. Ridiculous I tell you. I couldn't help myself but giggle to this incident. Maybe, I said. I would see him again in Mecca but Allah probably wanted both of us to focus on our main reason for going to Mecca so we didn't see each other for the time we stayed in Mecca. So I stopped thinking about him. Then comes in the last day, something miraculous happened. I never though I would actually bumped into him again. I mean I didn't see him for like 6 days after staying in Madinah. I didn't even talked to him and I didn't even know when he's going back. When you don't expect for something, it will happen... As I was walking to the check in gate, out of nowhere you appeared right in front of me, walking the opposite direction. I was looking at you, you were looking at me. After we passed by each other, I literally giggled at that incident, I thought to myself. Oh Allah are You really trying to play with my heart, are You trying to say that this is someone I should keep. Are You telling me to finally do something right with my relationship. I had all this thought in my mind. At the same time, I had the urge to go up to him and say why do you keep appearing in front of me, WHY. Of course, I didn't do it. I had no balls to go up to him. Fortunately, with the help of my sneaky cousins, they forced me to write down my number on a piece of paper and asked my cousin who is a guy to give it to him personally. So, he did. I wouldn't stop blushing. I had so many negative thoughts. He would think like why is this girl giving her number to me. I, of course thought that it was a bad idea, I shouldn't have done that, obviously he wouldn't actually contact me. I that thought the whole plane ride. The moment I reach my home land, Malaysia. I opened up the WiFi and I got a notification from an unknown number and yes, you guessed it, it was from the man himself. I was so surprised, I giggled to myself, you've done it Fauza. He contacted you. I made fate happen.
My trip will always be remembered and cherished. You don't always get to experience something like this in your daily life. I'm really blessed to Allah for making this happen. I still think there's a reason why we coincidentally keep bumping into each other. There's always a reason behind all the event that Allah creates. InsyaAllah, my relationship will be a good one. Who knows...
Mecca and Madinah were solely for the whole reason of doing my prayers to Allah. Never thought Allah would play with my heart while I was in the holy land of Madinah. I believe that fate brought us together that Allah purposely made us bumped into each other so often that I find it ridiculous. Saw you once, didn't really paid much attention about it then saw you again at the same hotel as mine in Madinah and I just start to flip out thinking what the hell is going on here. Saw you like more than just once in a day is something I shouldn't take lightly I said to myself. For three days of staying in Madinah, you were in my presence everyday. We even went to the same shop at one point and saw each other in the midst of a thousand of crowds after Isyak prayers. Ridiculous I tell you. I couldn't help myself but giggle to this incident. Maybe, I said. I would see him again in Mecca but Allah probably wanted both of us to focus on our main reason for going to Mecca so we didn't see each other for the time we stayed in Mecca. So I stopped thinking about him. Then comes in the last day, something miraculous happened. I never though I would actually bumped into him again. I mean I didn't see him for like 6 days after staying in Madinah. I didn't even talked to him and I didn't even know when he's going back. When you don't expect for something, it will happen... As I was walking to the check in gate, out of nowhere you appeared right in front of me, walking the opposite direction. I was looking at you, you were looking at me. After we passed by each other, I literally giggled at that incident, I thought to myself. Oh Allah are You really trying to play with my heart, are You trying to say that this is someone I should keep. Are You telling me to finally do something right with my relationship. I had all this thought in my mind. At the same time, I had the urge to go up to him and say why do you keep appearing in front of me, WHY. Of course, I didn't do it. I had no balls to go up to him. Fortunately, with the help of my sneaky cousins, they forced me to write down my number on a piece of paper and asked my cousin who is a guy to give it to him personally. So, he did. I wouldn't stop blushing. I had so many negative thoughts. He would think like why is this girl giving her number to me. I, of course thought that it was a bad idea, I shouldn't have done that, obviously he wouldn't actually contact me. I that thought the whole plane ride. The moment I reach my home land, Malaysia. I opened up the WiFi and I got a notification from an unknown number and yes, you guessed it, it was from the man himself. I was so surprised, I giggled to myself, you've done it Fauza. He contacted you. I made fate happen.
My trip will always be remembered and cherished. You don't always get to experience something like this in your daily life. I'm really blessed to Allah for making this happen. I still think there's a reason why we coincidentally keep bumping into each other. There's always a reason behind all the event that Allah creates. InsyaAllah, my relationship will be a good one. Who knows...
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