*sigh* I've been late on updates again...... I apologizes *bow*.
I've been as usual busy with university. This week my classes officially starts but still no lectures and tutorial just briefing about the module outline of the subjects. Though some subjects already require us to create a group to start our group assignments and what not. So far so good, the classes seems interesting and the lecturers were nice and fun. There were few more students coming in compare last week and to be honest, my course has 30+ students but only 20 of us came today. Our new friend from Sabah just became a part of our "group" and apparently this one guy also. So the group expands! I hope in the future, I'll get closer to the other students and get to know them better.
Apart from that, I've been trying to take to the next level with my best friend. We're both are afraid of the future, like what would happen if we break up but I told him that we'll try this together but he doesn't seem to really want it because he's worried, so I'm not going to force him. I mean I really don't want to ruin this friendship. So I'm just going to let him think about it and let him decide on his own, I'll just be here waiting for the answer.
During weekends and free times, I try to play my Eliza (piano) as much as I can to improve my skills. I've been playing the old songs I learned from my teacher that I haven't had the time to actually perfect it, so I'm slowly doing it and it's going progressively. I'm glad I got the piano. Alhamdulillah! I also play Sims 3 now and then because I'm just that bored *laughs*. I would probably stop playing when I start getting busy with assignments.
I feel really guilty with the sins I've committed. I really should repent my sins but I'm scared when I repent that I would repeat it back. My faith isn't as strong as it seems. It just always comes back. I'm always regretting towards the sins I've committed but I just can't seem to make myself repent in such a way where I promise to Allah that would not repeat it ever again. Though, I'm always praying to Allah to forgive me every day in hopes that He would forgive my sins little by little. Making an effort to become a better Muslim cause you never know when the world is going to end and I don't want my life to become a hell at the afterlife.
Pretty much nothing else happened this week and last week. I hope something interesting will happen in life this year.
F.
I've been as usual busy with university. This week my classes officially starts but still no lectures and tutorial just briefing about the module outline of the subjects. Though some subjects already require us to create a group to start our group assignments and what not. So far so good, the classes seems interesting and the lecturers were nice and fun. There were few more students coming in compare last week and to be honest, my course has 30+ students but only 20 of us came today. Our new friend from Sabah just became a part of our "group" and apparently this one guy also. So the group expands! I hope in the future, I'll get closer to the other students and get to know them better.
Apart from that, I've been trying to take to the next level with my best friend. We're both are afraid of the future, like what would happen if we break up but I told him that we'll try this together but he doesn't seem to really want it because he's worried, so I'm not going to force him. I mean I really don't want to ruin this friendship. So I'm just going to let him think about it and let him decide on his own, I'll just be here waiting for the answer.
During weekends and free times, I try to play my Eliza (piano) as much as I can to improve my skills. I've been playing the old songs I learned from my teacher that I haven't had the time to actually perfect it, so I'm slowly doing it and it's going progressively. I'm glad I got the piano. Alhamdulillah! I also play Sims 3 now and then because I'm just that bored *laughs*. I would probably stop playing when I start getting busy with assignments.
I feel really guilty with the sins I've committed. I really should repent my sins but I'm scared when I repent that I would repeat it back. My faith isn't as strong as it seems. It just always comes back. I'm always regretting towards the sins I've committed but I just can't seem to make myself repent in such a way where I promise to Allah that would not repeat it ever again. Though, I'm always praying to Allah to forgive me every day in hopes that He would forgive my sins little by little. Making an effort to become a better Muslim cause you never know when the world is going to end and I don't want my life to become a hell at the afterlife.
Pretty much nothing else happened this week and last week. I hope something interesting will happen in life this year.
F.
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